as i sit here staring at the clock
i think about all the time ive wasted
on loving someone like you
when i knew it could never be
it was all to good to be true
all our damn complications
they just got the best of me
i really dont like to give up
but ive realized that i must
nothing more can become of this
if only id made that wish
and even if i had
would it have come true
or would i still be stuck here trying to unlove you
you said that you wanted both
but sadly i could not stand
to be here with you
while i knew you held anothers hand
it just wasn’t right
and try as i might to make it seem this way
it just never worked
it was all just fools play
i sadly gave you my heart
and you took it all away
and now im left here with a hole
a sad and lonely hole
a void that only you can fill
and when you left you took all the thrill
i loved you then i love you now
but you went back to that other
to fulfill your awful vow
you said i had you under to much pressure
but all i did was try to make you choose me
and sadly that ended for the worse
i slowly pushed you away
now i dont even think you’d give me the time of day
days have passed since i last spoke to you
everything i do
everywhere i go
always reminds me of you
i feel so out of place
lost in this outer space
my friends look at me like they’ve seen a ghost
so see threw im like a mirror
with all these jagged cracks
each with a sharp edge
waiting to harm another
who dare to take your place
i wish i could just see your face
see your smile
your eyes
the way you’d look at me with utter surprise
the way you’d watch me as though i was so fragile
i was yours to break
you relinquished me
you vanished into thin air
as though it was all and act
all a show
im sure you’re watching me as i wait
wait in this pain
this emptiness
for you
to just come
come
and
ERASE ME ONCE AGAIN!
